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85th post and this is the MOST MEMORABLE ONE OF ALL.
OMG TODAY WAS TOTALLY AWESOME~! すごい、ね emeline! (psst i know you don't know jap, that means, amazing, right? (: )
i feel really excited now. REALLYREALLYREALLY EXCITED! AHHH~ I CAN'T GET OVER IT. omg like. all the pain and sweat that we went through was so zhi de.
like. okay. let's start from yesterday (:
28/3
1.40 pm: bursts into synth-di's house, only to find that i'm the earliest (AGAIN?!) although i'm late. kr can't make it, cheryl is LATE AGAIN, and xinyee has tuition. gaa so. we slacked A LEETLE BEET then did work. on task. for 1hour plus. (:
2.40-2.50 pm (i can't remember the time): cheryl bursts in. the digressing starts. we don't get a lot of things done.
5.00 pm: i got all my stuff done, and did synth-di's sob, and blah. we have already decided on the name (finally!) and abeet of others. xinyee bursts in superuberLATE and blabla.
6.00 pm: xinyee and cheryl team up for the 3rd sob, but don't get anywhere. i decide the main points and the category for them, and leave them to do it. i finished the sketch of the character, lin, and synth-di is still searching for hostels.
7.10 pm: we leave feeling not very accomplished. but i feel happy because my work has been approved of, and i have finished all my work too.
8.30 pm: earth hour starts, i start filing for lit.
9.30 pm: earth hour ends, i almost finished filing.
11.30 pm: i finish my lit. journal entry and try to do abit of history. so far homework completed: lit filing, lit journal, math worksheet, and el/lit proj.
12.30 am: i check my mail, and found that i have to do some work for people for lit pt. i relax a little, before starting.
1.15 am: i am happy with my work, and i send it.
2.00 am: i go to sleep feeling very accomplished and excited. the reason why i am focused today is because i need to finish my homework before going to the autograh session.
29/3 (the BIG DAY!)
8.30 am: i wake up happy and excited. and brimming with energy. i have a banana for breakfast, and settle down to complete work.
9.30 am: i have abeet of progress for history, but i can't concentrate anymore so i started chatting on msn, and also, printing out lyrics for love so sweet. and listening to songs.
10.00 am: i go change, and notice my dark eye circles o.o
10.30 am: i leave the house very enthu-ly after checking that my album and my card are there.
-a few not-so-enjoyable things happened but i'm not going to let it affect my mood-
11.30 am: arrives at jurong east stn, lost and bewildered, loitering around the whole station trying to find where the hell the shuttle bus to imm is.
11.50 am: finds bus at taxi stand (o.O) and hops on.
12.00 pm: arrives at imm, and starts finding a mini toons to get jueying's bdae present.
12.10 pm: purchases present and goes over to popular to wait for emeline.
12.20 pm: goes to macdonalds and buys lunch (under the instruction of emeline)
12.30 pm: goes up to popular to find emeline dressed very nicely with a white blouse, dark blue jeans, and brown WEDGES. plus her arron necklace (:
12.40 pm: finds our way to the queue, which has extended to the office building, which is dimly lit, white and plain walls, and metal pipes stretching out all over the ceiling. very depressing. especially since we can't even see their performance. damn.
-and so we wait, and we wait, and we wait. and we talk and share secrets. so this is our bonding session and we have got to know each other better through this (: -
3.00 pm: queue starts to move with people standing up.
4.00 pm: queue moves a little by a little.
5.00 pm: we're still in the office building, wondering whether it's even possible to get a signature.
5.30 pm: YES WE FINALLY MOVE TO DOWNSTAIRS AT GARDEN PLAZA. but it's really very packed and squeezy and a long line ahead of us and behind too. that's when the war starts. pushing, shoving, cutting queues, and LACK OF OXYGEN.
6.00 pm: we have moved to somewhere in the middle, and i'm starting to feel really faint because everyone's taller and bigger than us, and they're squeezing me and emeline, and my chest aches a lot, and i feel like i'm dying and going to faint. emeline squeezes my hand, and we continue trying to push through the crowd, stopping occasionally for me to rest and take deep breaths and lie on emeline's shoulder.
7.00 pm: we feel anxious because someone has fainted because of lack of oxygen, and they have gone to the toilet, and we're still not very near the end, and i feel horrible, and...whatnot. a human barrier is formed, but we are through the barrier. at least we've made considerable progress, we're one and a half rows away from the treasure.
7.20 pm: we are anxious and wanting to go home since it's so late already. the host dj jiahui has just announced that they were going to head off for the Powerhouse in 20 minutes, and we're somewhere near the end, but still afraid. in hearing this, fans at the back start pushing, everyone starts pushing, and we scream, "damn you stop pushing! STOP PUSHING!"
7.40 pm: we get our entrance sticker to the stage, and start jumping around in excitement. emeline starts bashing me up. somehow.
7.45 pm: we get our signatures! we jump on the stage, me first, and calvin takes my lyrics book and starts signing. his left hand is sticking out and i was blur so i was like, why is he in this weird position, but grab the chance and squeezes his hand. NEXT IS ARRON. he was in the same position looking down, and i was so excited, I TOOK HIS HAND, CALLED OUT, "亚纶!" AND HE RESPONDS, "嗯" and looks up at me. i pass him my card dizzily but JUST AS HE REACHED OUT TO TAKE IT, STUPID SECURITY GUARD BEHIND HIM SNATCHES IT AWAY, JUST AS HE SAYS, "THANK YOU." AND BEAMS AT ME. I GAWK AT HIM IN AMAZEMENT AT HOW CUTE HIS SMILE IS, AND HOW THAT SECURITY GUARD RUINED THE WHOLE THING, unaware that jiro has my book, and is looking at me expectantly with his hand out. i look to the side at the corner of my eye, realise, and guiltily and quickly move to his side, grab his hand, and he smiles contentedly and starts signing. wuzun goes, "谢谢!" and beams at me happily with his oh-so-pretty eyes, and i am surprised at how shuai he is in real life. like a manga character. but i still like arron more (: i wait for emeline at the side of the stage and scream like MAD WITH HER GOING DOWN THE STAIRS AND OUT AND WE ARE DIZZY WITH EXCITEMENT SCREAMING, AND I BUY THE FAHRENHEIT PHOTOBOOK BORROWING MONEY FROM HER. (sorry emeline.)
7.50 pm: WE ARE BLUR AND COME OUT THROUGH THE WRONG ENTRANCE. BUT WE DON'T MIND COS WE ARE BOTH THINKING OF OUR MAGICAL MOMENTS WITH ARRON. AND THE REST. (:
8.00 pm: i manage to get a cab home (much to the dismay of my mum) and leans back happy but tired in my seat. i tear open the wrapper and feel inside the plastic bag. there is a file with fahrenheit! and a poster...but of course i flip through the photobook until i get to arron, but it is too dark so i give up. and start sniffing my right hand, with arron's cells and scent. i am happy and contented but feel like falling asleep.
8.18 pm: i am back at home, squealing in excitement, while my family ignores me, and my sis says, "aiyah just shut up." how rude.
and so here i am. it was truly magical. and like emeline, that is enough to last me through a whole year of sadness and bad stuff and disappointment. i hope so. but i will always remember how arron smiled at me. and jiro. and wu zun. and calvin.
arron 如果你有看到这个的话，我只想对你说，我爱你。卡片有读过了吗？要记得休息哦。照顾好身体，多喝水，按时吃饭，多吃水果，不然如果你生病的话，我会很心痛的。记得，我都会在你背后默默的支持你，祝福你。あいしてる 亚纶。
okay i have to sleep or else i'll wake up late. byebye.
