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20081024
random stuffs... 6:48 PM

sighz...im supposed to be studying for my grade 5 theory exam now, but i dun feel like it sia. just feel like slacking and blogging and listening to songs. i suck at italian, german and french terms. especially german. damn hard can? sighz...my theory exam's on the 1st of November...at SMU. waa. the next day after i come back frm nanjing. so i haf to bring my books and papers and study at nanjing. which freakin' darn does not rock.
talking abt songs, yingbi and tongtong, i'm currently addicted to love story by taylor swift. okay, her singing isn't that nice but the song is nice. and she is preetty. go listen! it rocks. idk how to post it up here but u can view it at yb's blog. yup. anyway, haf to study to cut down my studying in nj (not new jersey tongtong ;D). gonna buy my buddy's present 2moro. can't w8! woohoo! thanks a lot prawn. love you.


2 days to nanjing!!! 5:40 PM

omg. there's 2 days, just 2 days!!! im so excited!!! (sorry tongtong. ;D) except that...im pokkai already, money is in negative zone liao, and tt i only can bring 700RMB to nanjing, which is only abt S$140. which is very little. waa. sob sob. dorabean can bring S$300. her mum's so nice, want to buy albums! waaaa...
anyway, yingtong's going to taiwan. taipei to be exact. buy stuff back for mii kayss tong? <33333 youu. 一路顺风, bon voyage kay? muackz.
well, today we had this really fun clay workshop thing. the instructor was a bit fierce and biased towards the girls. and jia wei. XD but it was very fun, and he was super pro can? his figurines all super uber nice de. especially the cute cute fat fat little penguin on a chopstick that he made at the start but i didn't get to see how he made it cuz we had to go for the nanjing briefing. we made a penguin during class but i shall elaborate later. ;D anyway, we had to make this kid sitting on a fish. all the girls except for leeloo made a girl. leeloo, is he the model of ur crush and are you gonna hang it up and stare at it everyday? ooh. sry, jkjk, dun kill me. i doubt u even read my blog. XD but anyway, my girl looks retarded. and we learnt how to make the 中国结 which i always see on ornaments sold in china and always wanted to make. but its damn confusing can? anyway, after i finished my 中国结, i went back to my table just to see yingtong finishing up a penguin. i was like, eh, teach me how to make leh, did teacher teach you? so cute! it turned out that she did the penguin based on the teacher's penguin. so anyway, i made one except that it's blue instead of black cuz black clay ran out and stuck it on a toothpick and a used plate which i found on the table. guess someone messed up the position of the clay. then, i took a pink string to make another 中国结 at home. then yingbeeboo took the string and made for me. thanks yb! i doubt i would even rmb how to make. :P so now i still have to light a match to melt the string to join it 2gether. im lazy to. haha. :)
2 more days! almost finished packing liao. go pester my parents to gimme more $$, especially my dad. my mum...i don't think she will.


20081023
stupid dumb quiz... 6:15 PM

hamsteroo. don't like u. hmph.

#1.People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
#2.Tag 10 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
#3.Continue this game by sending it to other people.
People tagged:
1. Timothy Lung
2. Dorette
3. Ker Rui
4. Alvin R.
5. Venetia
6. Alvin Y.
7. Jian Song
8. Lea
9. Reynold
10. Jue Ying

[x] I am shorter than 5'4. {about 1.6m}
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother
[x] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've flied business class.
[ ] I've been to New Zealand
[ ] I've been to America
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan. (does going in december count?)
[ ] I've been to Hollywood.
[x] I've been to Disneyland. (does going in december count?)
[x] I've been to Australia.
[x] I've been to more than 5 countries.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've done snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex
[ ] I've had sex in public
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed on the face.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed wine.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece
[x] I own something from Guess.
[ ] I own something from D.K.N.Y.
[x] I own something from ESPRIT.
[ ] I own something from Gap.
[ ] I own something from LEVI's.
[ ] I own a golf set.
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.


20081015
tampines mall for connected... 8:42 PM

today we went to tampines mall. by we i mean me, yingtong, alvin r., reynold, suzy and timmy lung. well, we had lunch in school and set out for library to change. when walking out, we met ms theng. yingtong wanted to change in school. luckily we didn't. so anyway, we got separated and me and yingtong got to the library first. around 3 min l8r, i heard footsteps and timmy lung's voice. so distinctive sia. i was giggling but yingtong told me to keep quiet. then the voices died away. we changed for lyk 10 min, then when we came out, we couldn't find the guys. we waited for another 10 min and i hunted up and down in the library. alvin called me and then we met up.
we made them miss three 31s! MWAHAHAHAHAHA. and then yingtong didn't want to go. but she still went. nice yingtong. but anyway, she was emo-ing all the way through the bus ride. D:
so we were like super early, reached there at like 3.15 when the movie's spposed to start at 4.40. bought bubble tea and bought our tix. then we got separated after the guys ran away. i was too lazy to chase, so only yingtong did. i can't run anyway. so we went our separate ways, went shopping for present. got to century square and suddenly saw suzy. we were like "suzy! what u doing here?" and he was like, "i should be the one asking that question." turns out they got separated further. so he was tagging along behind, until he lost us. so when we were trying to get outta century square, he suddenly popped out of nowhere and asked, "where are you going?" gave me a shock lorh. went to buy cat treats for the nut family for friday at pet lovers' centre.
then went back to cinema, met up with alvin and co. turned up lyk 15 min earlier for the movie. nth to do sia. and i bought the same myuk pencilcase as yingtong! the one that she bought at taka. my sis just realised. XD anyway, halfway thru the movie, my loose tooth started bleeding. like shit. popped into the toilet with yingtong and rinsed my mouth. then zao back. asked the guys what happened when we were gone, got a brief explanation. anyway, i screamed one time, when a gunshot was fired. couldn't help it. anyway, the movie was totally awesome. yingtong kept whispering, "louis koo so cute! louis koo so 帅! louis koo so hot!" in my ear. until roy, grace's bro, came out. then she was like, "roy's even more cute! aaahhh!" asked me whether there was any other name she could call louis koo by, cuz she doesn't wanna associate it with louis. i told her his chinese name, 古天乐. she tried it out 1 time, then remarked, louis koo sounds better. anyway, the actor who acted as roy is called carlos chan. go find out for yourself.
anyway, i was super late. heng nvr get scolding. go watch connected! 保持通话. super nice de. it rocks!


20081013
some stupid survey... 6:59 PM

MWAHAHAHAHAHA...MWOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO...I'M FEELING EVIL TODAY SO NO RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS QUIZ...MWAHAHAHAHAHA.

Q1. Where would you go if someone sponsored you an airticket?
Either Paris, Shanghai or Hong Kong. Well, anywhere with nice shopping areas. XD

Q2.What are your favourite things to do?
Hanging out friends and BFFs, blogging, MSNing, shopping, playing, and sitting on the sofa and 发呆. ;D

Q3.Do you think money can buy happiness?
Well...there's this poster on the study room cupboard which I designed and drew that says: Happiness is NOT for SALE!

Q4.If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
Hmm...as a birthday/Christmas present? I dunno...payment for all the shopping I do (MWAHAHAHAHAHA.), HIS love, friends forever, and so on. Go look at my wishlist.

Q5.Things/people you can't live without?
Family, friends, love, music, my soul and HIM...

Q6.What are you afraid to lose?
Family, friends, love, music, my soul, HIM, and happiness. And my life.

Q7.If you win 1 million dollars, what would you do?
Put lyk half into my bank account, 1/4 donate to SPCA, and the remaining go shopping!

Q8.What do you dream of in the future?
No more suffering, both humans and other life, plus everlasting love...

Q9.List down 3 good points about your crush.
He's nice, friendly and cares about people.

Q10.What makes you happy?
A worry-free lifestyle, people loving me, doing something that is good and gives me self-satisfaction, etc etc...

Q11.What type of person do u hate the most?
Gaybians, okuhts, lychee-flavoured-bakwas, people who take advantage of other people, arrogant and stuck-up people, people who hate my friends.

Q12.If you hav a super power, what would it be?
Stop animal abuse and global warming. Probably to tell the future as well.

Q13.Would u go for happiness or money?
Well...I think I would go for happiness.

Q14.Who do you think is the most important people in life?
Family and friends.

Q15.If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, would you die for him/her?
We-ell...probably not boyfriend. Husband, yes I guess.

Q16.Who's the last person who hugged you?
My mum probably.

Q17.What is the one thing u want to do right now?
Watch "Connected" with my BFFs!

Q18.Who are you close to?
My mum, my sis probably, and my BFFs of course!

Q19.Are you courageous to tell the person that you like him/her?
I dunno...probably, when I'm ready.

Q20. If you could do one thing over again, what would it be?
Take care of my eyes. So that I don't have to wear a stupid pair of glasses. Actually, I'm not sure...PSLE...revise earlier.

7 things that scare you
-seeing the world end because of global warming...or some other catastrophe
-losing my parents or sis or my friends
-falling down (yeah I noe...it's lame but true)
-heights
-paralysis
-being in a coma
-seeing someone torture animals without being able to stop him/her

7 things you like the most:
-being with my BFFs!!!
-being happy
-playing and having fun!
-发呆-ing ;D
-playing music
-being myself
-HIM...

7 things that are important in your room
Um...i don't have a room. D: My clothes and accessories are in my dad's room, I sleep with my maid, my sis plus a piano, and my shelves are all over the house. Those who came my house before should noe.
-My clothes
-My bed!!! XD
-My accessories
-My skincare products (toner, moisturiser and sunblock etc.)
-My soft toys!
-The mirror
-My piano!

7 things I plan to do before I die
-See the world
-Be happy
-Get married
-Hot-air ballooning
-Eat like siao...
-Parachuting
-Bungee jumping

7 things i can't do
-Split or cartwheel
-Touch my toes
-Go against my beliefs
-Say something really vulgar
-Betraying other people
-Steal
-Do something against the law

7 things you are attracted to the opposite sex
-Cares about people
-Allows me freedom
-Helpful
-Nice
-Generous
-Not 花心
-Honest


20081011
dining etiquette and taka with yt... 2:03 PM

well, ytd we had this dining etiquette course. justin and stephanie frm style house came back again. theory until 10.30 i think, then we boarded a bus to marina swensens. all the way at marina square. had to put what we learnt to use. drank my soup uber slowly (true fine dining man) which i normally could finish in 5 min but took 20 min instead. waited super long for my main course, fish-and-chips, so stole some of hamsteroo's fries. couldn't finish my fries cuz it was served at such an odd hour, then had ice cream. mm...yummy. got back 2 school, got a scolding for debrief, then zao. yingtong asked me if i wanted to join her for shopping with her mum at takashimaya, so i called my dad to ask cuz my mum didn't pick up. he agreed! so we arranged to meet at 3.30 at eunos mrt if my mum says okay or if she doesn't answer. went back home, too full to eat my lunch, so had half, then called my mum. she agreed! so i went yay! and went to shower and change. met yt on the train (she ran to the cabin i got on to and ran back with me to her mum), then sed hi to her mum 3times b4 she heard. XD
got to taka, then went shopping (window-shopping in my case)for yt's clothes. she got this $70 dress tt looked super nice on both me and her after begging her mum, but got discount. yeomy, it's that kind of dress u wanted, but im not sure got ur size. tt cutting got black colour. but i think $70 is not worth it. then, we went with her mum to find shoes. after that, we went to get a snack which her mum paid for (lyk so paiseh.). sushi! then we went to this shop where u can make a personalised bracelet, keyring or handphone accessory. i pestered yingtong to get the same keyring as me, but she insisted on a bracelet. i luv my keyring, but yt's one looked super nice with the four-leaf clover. mine has a cute kitty separating the two words of my name. those who noe me shld noe what it is. then, we saw these myuk messenger bags as yt calls it. i would say gym bag for mine. frm $36 to $26 plus 15% discount cuz yt's mum is a taka card member. yt's mum wouldn't get it for her cuz she has alot of bags already. my mum agreed for me to buy it. yay! mama 万岁! but in the end, i didn't haf enuf $$ to buy the same pencilbox as yt. waa! but i lurve my new bag! i put my keyring on it. do u think i shld bring it to school? taggies! got home abit late but my mum didn't scold. didn't haf appetite for dinner so ate lyk 1/3 of what i usually eat for dinner.
can't w8 for nanjing! but got very little cash left. nd to save! haha. another long post. bye!


whoots! psle's over! 1:37 PM

oh yeah, uh huh, this is totally great! psle's like, over! im gonna throw away my books and party! this feeling's like so great lorh...it's like, too good to be true.
so anyway, on the last day of psle, me, yeomy, dora, synth-di and chun yen went out to parkway. and it was so damn fun! dora and synthOO went back home to change, so me, yeomy n chun yen went there first. we got rings! i got one with a little twist which looks uber nice, yeomy got one with a heart shape, and chun yen got one with a lotta dolphins. after tt, we met up with syntheethoo for lunch at mcdonalds, and guess what? we saw tt stupid okuht gaybian kyc there. so glad he didn't see me. we ran screaming out of pp...haha. then we went to perlini's silver. sigh, i wish i have earholes. all the earrings r so nice! but my mama doesn't allow. waa! anyway, then we went to op to buy shirts then me n chunyen went up to meet dora. dora was late so when we went back, yeomy and synthoo bought shirts already! there was this buy 2 get 1 free discount, so when we went to wait for dora, i pestered her to buy 1 shirt. but not b4 we took neoprints together, and guess what again. i met my old schoolmates (including my last time best friend, dhiya). haha, neoprints were fun. so dora bought this "don't be thrashy, recycle!" shirt i think, and i bought a "music is" t-shirt which yeomy bought except that mine is black and gold n hers is grey and silver, plus a grey shirt which hamsteroo bought. exact same one, and im wearing it now. :)
after that, we went around, then after that, we went with yeomy to go cut hair. she looked super uber different and totally cool with her new hair! but she tied it up.
:( then hamsteroo wanted to cut yeomy's fringe and we started collected her hair. haha, that was so fun. and not to forget, when we went hunting for a hair salon, hamsteroo (who was wearing heels) said her feet ached and went "chair! chair...this hair salon got nice chair. go in! me want chair!" in her very hamsteroo-ish like way.
then, we went to popular to get some stationery and started dancing around to abba, which was playing in popular. hamsteroo kicked off her shoes and started dancing barefoot. behind some CD shelves. i was looking at CDs, just realised that SHE and Jay Chou's albums both released liao! gonna buy in nanjing. if i can clear some of my CDs. XD
then since i was almost broke, we went to the food court for dinner. hamsteroo's parents met us halfway, and her dad took her by surprise by poking her. haha. we laughed like shit, and i started singing. then we got bubble tea before getting a lift to school for the nanjing briefing.
i think i ate too much and plus the ice lemon tea i ordered, i got a stomachache. when hamsteroo's dad was parking the car, yihan's car suddenly pulled up, and we stared at each other before yihan started waving at us and we started waving back. i think he was shocked to see 4 of us squeezed in a seat meant for 3. so the briefing started, i didn't noe my dad was coming and was shocked to see him suddenly step in. like yeomy, except that her mum came earlier than us. that stomachache nearly killed me, and i almost fainted when i got outside to collect the visa money and backpack. luckily dora was beside me, and i clung onto her until i reached my dad. reached home, kenna diarrhoea. but it was a fun day. although i spent a lot of money. :) wow, this is a super long post. shall continue yesterday's stuff in the next post.