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20080904
depressed... 11:53 AM

why? why me? why why why? ok, umm...i nd sum space to rant. sry abt tt.
sigh...as u might haf heard, the majority of the prelim results r out. n i scored really bad. really really bad. for my standard. especially chinese, which is lyk...my best subject?! not to 4get higher chinese as well. D: sigh. shld i reveal my beautifully lousy marks? maybe i shld. okay...so here goes. [mmm...the egg yolk...mooncake...nice...]

english:
oral: 26/30
listening compre: 20/20
paper 1: sw: 12/15
compo: 30/40
total: 42/55
paper 2: booklet a: 27/30
booklet b: 57/65
total: 84/95
total: 172/200 (86%)

shoot. oh shucks. guess what? i just realised tt mrs wee gave me 0.5 marks higher for paper 2. which means tt...i got 0.25 marks higher for percentage. n i think she keyed in already. die die die die die. oh no! arghh! how?

chinese: (yucky scores :()
oral: 43/50
listening compre: 13/15 (17/20)
paper 1: 33/40
paper 2: 74/90 (bleurghhh! so bad!)
total: 167/200 (very bad right? for my standard, yes. >.<) (83.5%)

higher chinese:
paper 1: 30.5/40
paper 2: 51/60
total: 81.5/100 (noooooooo!)

mathematics:
93/100 (a*! omg! my 2nd worst subject leh! n my only a*!)

science:
86/100 (hmm...didn't meet my 90 target...but well...quite okay larh.)

grand total: (so far) 348.5/400 (tt's really bad)

ss we didn't get back yet. i bet im going to do really badly cos i didn't study. bleh. n my el compo...i didn't finish! waa! tts why i got so low. u guys r shocked. i cried after tt exam. sigh. n my total score is really very bad. really really very very bad.
n im really very depressed. i think i have depression leh. every day feel so emo and worthless and hopeless and sad...sigh. added on to my lousy results...my personal issues...and i just feel that no one actually loves me except for my family. i get into quarrels with my friends and everything. and everyone thinks im faking. as in ACTING emo to get attention. sigh. my life...everything's going wrong. so wrong.
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